my lips are sealed

i'd b a damn hot hansome man, if i was ~ a man. lol

i was out with my bf, instead of watching Avatar, we watched sherlock holmes instead! but it was rugged , u know solving crimes & finding clues & yada yada...the movie was awesome. u guys should deffinitely watch it. i still want to watch Avatar tho =(

that night, L was in tutung...she texted me & asked if me n bf wanted to join...we wanted to babe but we had the 10pm muvee =/...and after the muvee ended, i sent bf home...and just as i reached home, E texted me that she &haber was at TK...-_-" sorry babe

more pics from them gurls

warning. this photo needs to be supervised ;p eywah...dance tarian industan sma lagu hiphop lol

my food! chicken chop black pepper

if love were liquid it would drown me in a placeless place,
refine me in a heart shape, come around me and then melt me slowly down
if love were human it would know me, in a lost space, come and show me, hold me and control me and then melt me slowly down.

its 4 more days to new yr. gahhh! i dont have any new yr plans yet~ =x
wats ur new yr resolution?
me? nothing haha. just try to stay healthy & fit i guess -_-" which has always been my resolution tapi nda jua menjadi jadi. useless me

beaching

haha E!!!

hawmaigawd! had a freakin tiring day! but with loads of fun&love =D
me & the gurls went to serasa beach to make a bday suprise for L, a really really belated suprise -_-" sorry babe...we just didnt have the time & evryone was busy...

where do i strt...friday afternoon, 2 pm. i fetched E & T at E's home, bought L's cake & drove to serasa beach. M, Q & L were already waiting at the seafood restaurant so Me, E & T couldnt take out the cake, or else L might see it hee...we joined them, ordered some food, took photos...then i pretended to go to my car to take out something...i sneaked the cake out & placed it at the counter, thankfully L was busy with them & didnt see what i was doing =p && after we ate...M pretended to go to the toilet...but she went & took out the cake && ...we sang L a bday song <-_->

Q, me, M, T, E ...and the bday gurl L

Q . L . M

me . E . T

we also head out to the far end of the beach, there were alot of ppl fishing, cam siuk! ;( but yeah, we just sat at M's magic carpet lol. (inside joke)


after the beach , i sent E & T back to E's home...i went to my bf's home. was suppose to watch Avatar but nda jdi , maybe tomorow along with his sister, lena :)
me & bf cruised to manggis, to gdg, to bandar, to rimba, back to gdg, back to rimba. gilaaaaaa atu ngalih ku drive! i mean having to drive to serasa and back to gdg dri ptg and then mlm drive jua~ it was a hell of a trip! hee...but the best part is i get to be with my syg kampai =D we did lepak at the stadium kjap & mkn burger, the burger was nyaman *drools*...

i was suppose to give my sis's wedding invitation to my brother's gf's parents, shoit ! i forgot...i gave my bf's parents sdh...hmm o'well i'll send later with my bf, since i dont know the way to her house, i know her house, but i just dont remember the way to her house & thankgod bf knows. rimba ppl (",)

something's wrong with the blog's date. 2day is saturday...hopefully krg mlm jdi liat Avatar...and Q says she's coming over me house to do nail polish LOL. oh by da way, happy anni Q! u&mazwan...>_<

LATERS

babyku she's back!

guess what?! :D my baby's back! yes its back, my car is back & she's looking damn beautiful haha =D
yesterday, my bf picked me up...like usual, stayed home with him & by 6pm, i went back home...& i saw my baby! i've never felt this happy in what, 3-4-5 days? =/ i cant stop smiling =) im gona send her to the car wash after this bloggy
oh & that night i chilled out with the gurls at TK...

okay i gotta shower & get change cos i'll be going out soon with them gurls...to the beach! heere we come

no damn

it helps if u scream & dont give a damn

i edited the picture above since i couldnt sleep at all tonight, apart from that i was listening to some hardcore music. i just feel really angry at this moment...it must have been the coffee & the vomitting sensation that keeps me awake too...&& something else thats bothering me...

hit and get killed
i shall remember this.
no damn , i say dont give a damn

i dont expect u to understand that LOL ;D but if u know me well...then u might just know something.
its almost 8am! wow! good am people

updating...
tuesday, stayed home & did house cleaning campaign with my family
wednesday, nothing much...at E's home & then we walked to Kern, something we nvr did before -_-" hehe & cupcakes nda jdi...boohoo

i dont know what to say...this past few days, ive been going through some emotional changes, and its all because you couldnt care less. everythings change. i dont know what to think anymore...i just dont know anymore. im tired.

yawn

have i been going out? yes i have, with my babies...have i been staying home? yes i did ...nda kn jln tiap mlm. nda ja =p

friday night, i went to tk
saturday night, party at rimba
sunday, stay at home
today, coffee bean hehe

home party, not so clear...

i have nothing much to say, im not feeling so well or happy

i feel like vomitting
=(

updating!
i ate salad tdi at cb, eating healthy all of sudden ;/ here's some uploaded pics of tadi...im bored! i cant sleep, not sleepy yet...i have no dvds to watch~ brunei why cant u have night clubs && kmart haha

Elia came back from KL! woohooo =D

haber & mamat joined
L.i babes

bah im bored. i have nothing to say.
it would be fun to karaoke right now hee but i dont want to wake up the ppl in this house ;)

huh~ im going through hell. cramps in this time of month & ulcer in my mouth , not a good feeling =( the ulcer is at the back of my jaw...it hurts everytime i eat, talk , laugh or smile (O_o) & worse, the pain is giving me migraine on the right side of my brain -_-" i just feel so restless & no mood~ i didnt eat much yesterday, i skipped dinner & god knows if i'll eat anything today either ...

im just going to tryyy and have fun tonight , i'll force a smile on my face even if it means enduring this pain.

my car was sent to the workshop 2 days ago, since wednesday, to fix my front bumper because of the accident i had with a truck a month ago~ hehe ...and im just waiting till i have my car back...meanwhile, the gurls are picking me up if we're going out. thanks babes.

i found this in my album "me 2008" lol. yes i was this small last year

u shud be happy

gaaahhhhh...no dvds to watch! if only i have astro in my room then i will nvr leave my room & die of boredom >_<

im doing alright with my bf now, we had the talk...and as usual....back to normal. when are we ever normal anyway *roll eyes* . Since i dont have my car, he picks me up && 2mro he'll do the same...he's my baby & i querer him...i hope thats right, its spanish hehe

"i can walk on my own, im not alone...cos i believe i got an angel by my side, so i dont need to be sympathized" - quoted by mami jumbo.